hell-o

it takes 4 months  for me to finally post something again...bah!

so, how is it been going people??

mine is kinda hectic and all of emotion gathered; angry, happy, sad,,,

sometimes i wonder, can i fast forward this time? or can i rewind?

all the dilemma, all the drama, all the fails, all the succeeds, and all kind of feelings....

have you ever feel that everything that you do is all wrong?and none of them is great or at least good?

whatever you do whatever you say, you always think about other people opinion, what would they say or think about what u did/ said.

but, none of them think about your feelings.

AWARD ?? oh my...

waaaahhhhh...i'm really happy....

i just got an award...

BIG BIG THANKS to my dear friend, Mayangsari Latumahina (please do visit her blog), who kindly gave me this...*smooches dear 

well, pertama-tama saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada Tuhan YME..*haha..lebay abis gue..

pokoknya...this award is such a great gift..thanks again mae..we'll meet soon yaa..:)

hai hai..
wazzup people??

gue baru aja buka acc fb gue lagi..top news dan most recent updates dipenuhi oleh KEBANYAKAN temen smp dan sma gue yang udah lama banget ga ketemu...hiks T_T

yuppss..gue udah jarang banget ketemu temen smp gue yang deket maupun ga deket sama sekali(klo ga deket ngapain ketemu jen?ya pengen aja ;p)..dan pas liat foto mereka..WOW!people do change..gatau deh..but they seems different..bukan cuma penampilan aja..but,,everything..tambah mature perhaps?dan ya..berubah aja..temen sma gue juga gitu..they just change..faktor umurkah??i'm not sure..

some of them are now working..they just completely move forward..dan yang jadi pertanyaan sekarang, how 'bout me?? gue ngerasa kayanya gini-gini aja..nothing's change..nothing's different..just the old same me..

that's why..sepertinya emang ada yang harus dirubah dari seorang gue..bukan karena temen-temen gue yang lain berubah..but simply just because I NEED SOMETHING NEW..i need to change some part of the old me with a new one...

wish me luck people..

operation starts : NOW !!

jumpa lagiii...

huuuaaaaahhhh...udah lama banget gue ga posting...KA to the CAU..KACAAAUUU...

my life has been hectic this past months....tapi yang paling penting uas udah selesai..YEEAAAYY...:D:D:D

daaannn..yang paling seru adalah uas TV gue...keluar kota gitu...padahal pas berangkatnya udah males gitu, but after all, it's not that bad..it's quite fun actually..;p

mudah-mudahan nilai gue dan ip semester ini memuaskan..amiiiinnn....

AVRIL LAVIGNE - KEEP HOLDIN' ON 

You’re not alone 
Together we stand 
I’ll be by your side 
You know I’ll take your hand 
When it gets cold 
And it feels like the end 
There’s no place to go 
You know I won’t give in 
no I won’t give in 

Keep holdin’ on 
’Cause you know we’ll make it through 
We’ll make it through 
Just, stay strong 
’Cause you know I’m here for you 
I’m here for you 
There’s nothing you can say (nothin’ you can say) 
Nothing you can do (nothin’ you can do) 
there’s no other way when it comes to the truth 
So, keep holding on 
’Cause you know we’ll make it through 
We’ll make it through

*BIG SIGH*

stressed out !!!

needs HOLIDAY!!SOON!!

gilaa,,tekanannya lagi banyak banget belakangan ini...

ketika loe dituntut untuk jadi perfeksionis dan harus mengesampingkan ego loe...susaaahhh banget....ditambah lagi loe dituntut dalam bidang yang loe sendiri ga yakin bisa ngejalaninnya...

tapi, mau nggak mau, gue harus tetep ngejalanin itu..harus bisa ngelewatinnya..yup...harus bisa!!!

SIXPENCE NONE THE RICHER - "I Can't Catch You"

I guess you could say I'm a little afraid

What if you go away? I've seen it before,

I've been here before.

If I have to love myself, tell me how to love myself.

What's there to love about myself?

I just wan't to see that as a person you want me.

But I'm feeling the pain of all these bags in the way,

And I'm thinking you're just gonna run away,

And I can't catch you.

I guess I would say that I want you to stay

'Cause you have this strange knack,

Adds a glow to my black as you chase it all away.

And I hope that you can see I will someday leave these things.

I am waiting to be free.

But I'm feeling the pain of all these bags in the way,

And I'm thinking you're just gonna run away,

And I can't catch you.
Oh, I want to catch you.

heyho' people...

wazz up yo'???*sok rapper*

hectic kah hidup kalian belakangan ini??

haha..kalo saya sih lagi SETERESS...*curcol*

yup ngga salah baca kok,dan ngga salah ketik juga,emang bukan STRESS tapi udah SETERESS!!!

pengen banget cepet2 selesai semester ini *kayaqnya gue udah pernah bilang yaa?* udah ngga tahan ciiin*lebay..*

hmm..lagi-lagi gue ngerasa "aneh"...

i don't even know what i feel...

bawaannya bete..tapi bisa tiba-tiba happy..

ngerasa bete atau kadang guilty  padahal  fine-fine aja..

mau ngobrol tapi takut salah..

mau "react" tapi takut "DICELA"

harus ngapain , i'm not sure.. 

should i be happy or should i be not?

should i get angry or should i not?

should i get upset or should i not ?

should i sing the happy song instead of the blue song?

should i or should i not ?

*ggggrrrr*

boleh curcol dikit yaa??boleh doooonk....

entah kenapa, belakangan ini gue bawaannya mau marah melulu....

rasanya pengen nonjok orang aja!!!!!

kayaqnya tuh ada aja yang bikin emosi...

mulai dari orang-orang ga tahu diri sampai orang-orang yang suka seenaknya aja!!!

tolong ya, buat mereka-mereka yang disebutkan di atas, jangan ngerasa jadi orang paling jago sedunia, jangan juga ngerasa orang paling hebat sedunia, kalau belom ada apa-apanya tuh ga usah belagu..

ngerasa paling bisa segalanya,,geez...who are you dude??

EINSTEIN JUGA BUKAN!!!!!!

tv vs. radio

VS

huhuhhuhuhu.....blog gue apa kareba nii??

gileee...dengan sekian banyak tugas, bener-bener terbengkalai blog gue....T_T

haaaddeeehh......

waaaahhh gilaaaaa...
sarap.stress.
semester ini gue dihajar abis-abisan sm tugas yang buaaaanyaaaaaaaakkk bangeeeeeettt.......tiap kuliah tuh ada aja tugasnya.mana deadlinenya cm sminggu,plg lama 2 mgg. Eh,giliran dikumpulnya pas UAS,tugasnya dahsyat ...
padahal nih,semester2 kemaren gue agak-agak nyantai deh..nah ini,haddeeehhh.....*_* T_T

RALAT RALAT RALAT

Aduuuhhh,maav banget tentang post sebelumnya [yang judulnya YIPPIE],ada kesalahan pengetikan.
Yang baris paling bawah,it should be written :
hp gue NGGAK secanggih smartphone,tapi ternyata bisa posting dari hp juga.
maav ya,baru ngeh pas uda ke posting,dan berhubung hp gue TIDAK secanggih itu,nggak bisa ngedit postingan.
Once again,yang gue maksud adalah hp gue TIDAK secanggih smartphone.
Pardon me ya guys..

yippie :D

read my previous post?well,itu tadi trial posting dr hp,dan ternyataaaa bisaaa....
*jogetjogetjejingkrakan*
yeah,FYI,hp gue secanggih smartphone,tp ternyata bs posting jg..hehe;p

trial.trial.trial.

trial.trial.trial.

mojako :):):)

entah kenapa lagu mojako tiba - tiba terngiang di kepala gue...such a long time ago ;p

[ mojako berputar dan berkeliling-keliling,na na na...]

-.-

huaaaah....mau gila rasanya..

tugas semester ini......gilaaaa...saraaap.....

tiap minggu ada aja tugasnya...

kayaqnya semester kemaren nyantai2 aja,tapi semester ini...duh, kerja keras nih sepertinya. *_*

huaaaaaiiii.....

geez,,ya ampun lama banget gue ngga posting *merasa bersalah

i miss you my dear blogger mates and readers ;p

aduh,belakangan ini ngerasa ngebosenin gitu deh, yah berhubung gue masih libur, padahal kan holiday should be fun ryt?

dan....blog gue...aduh seperti semakin tak terurus gitu T.T

padahal gue pengen blog gue itu good looking(halah, udah kayak cowok aje good looking ;p) and catchy..tapi gile kalo ngeliat para blogger lainnya, aih aih, minder gue..blog2 mereka pada keren-keren banget..ENVY!!

 

i'm back...:)

ha..lo..ha..

geez, udah lama juga ya ngga posting...

oh iya, ini agak penting sih untuk dikasih tau ke semua orang, tapiiiii....akhirnya gue udah dapet KHS gue...hoho,finally.

daaaaannnnnn...setelah semua orang heboh sana sini tentang betapa bagusnya VALENTINE'S DAY dan betapa serunya PERCY JACKSON...gue nonton juga tuh 2 film...WOOHOO :D:D:D.

2 film sekaligus dalam sehari..ahayyy..:)

romantic, not cheesy movie..ooh, i like Val's day...:)

dan buat PERCY JACKSON,ya, walaupun agak KTT, but i enjoyed the movie anyway..:)

i kinda dreamed if i were a daughter of a god or a goddess..haha,yang ini mah ngarep aja..;p

boring to the max !!!!

huaaah....masih menunggu khs nih...

dan gue boseeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnn bangeeeeeeeeettttttttttt.....!!!!!

any idea ngapain gitu??
all i'm doing is just playing online games.nonton.ngemil.tidur...huaaaaah...mau jadi apa coba gue?haha.
and the worst part is, entah kenapa gue ngerasa ada yang aneh..ngerasa gaenak aja gitu.ntah kenapa.
*BIG SIGH* begini nih kalo ga ada kerjaan.:(

UPDATE(D) !!!!

yeeeessssss............................

akhirnya update juga....wooooohoooooooooo*joget-joget*

UAS udah selesaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....*joget-joget lagi,hehe*

tinggal nunggu hasil...yippie!!!!

tapiiii...baru awal-awal liburan ko gue sudah  merasakan hawa - hawa kebosanan yaa...
mana agak sakit pula...huaaahhh....T_T

huhu....masih menjalani UAS nii...:{

senin kemaren JURPEN perlu diberi "standing applause" atas soalnya...ya,ketika soalnya suruh sebutin,plg nggak 5 atau berapa gitu, JURPEN kemaren disuruh sebutin 17 . yup 17 dan itu suruh jelasin semua, yang sering banget dia omongin malah nggak keluar *_*

aduh, mudah-mudahan JURPEN gue nilainya bagus deh...AMIIINNN.

terus kemaren,Selasa, masih lebih mending lah...SPPT dan PNR...ya,mudah2an 2 mk itu juga mendapat nilai yang memuaskan...

well, UAS gue masih berlanjut sampe minggu depan...huff.

wismilak lah...:)

WHOOAAA !!!!

AKHIRNYAAAAAA......posting juga....

tugas gue lagi kamfreeettt banget belakangan ini...maklum udah mau uas... *_*

yayaya,coba kita liat...tugas JP (which is i'm doing rite now)....

tugas KAP,trus tugas PNT,script.script.script.

terus tugas W&T.oke, ini bukan tugas. melainkan UAS.yap,UJIAN..jadi UAS W&T gue itu sifatnya take home. jangan mikir enak, mentang2 take home.

SERIOUSLY,gue mending ujian tertulis deh dibanding harus SHOOTING...

mana belom selesai, dan itu harus dikumpulin, hmm 2 weeks from now, I guess? OHNO, it's only 1 week and a few days left...Oh My....

what a hectic monday !

wuaahh..gila gila...hari senin yang hectic...

tau ga sih tau gaa??kalo ngga, biar gue ceritain dulu nii ;p

hari ini harusnya gue praktek w&t, dan sebelumnya gue harus ngeburn lagu dulu. jadilah hari minggu gue download sana sini, mana lambreta banget *ggggrrrr*[padahal biasanya ngga], dan uda sampai jan 00.00 lewat gitu masih ada lagu yang belom selesai gue download.berhubung uda ngantuk banget dan cape dan kesel juga karena lama, akhirnya gue udahan.gue pikir besok pagi aja deh.

terus tadi pagi, gue langsung online mengunduh [bahasa gue...;p] lagu yang belom selesai itu. seneng banget gue,downloadnya cepet.langsung deh gue ngecut sana sini tuh lagu-lagu kar'na gue emang ga mau ambil 1 lagu full.begitu udah selesai, langsung gue burn donk..

eh kok itu ada tanda x yaa? biasanya ngga [ perasaan gue uda gaenak ]

dan bener aja, REPORT : BURN FAILED AT blahblahblahblah...

huaahhhhhh...mati gue...napa lagi neih nero gue, biasanya juga bisa...*double gggrrrr*

mana itu udah jam 10,dan hello gue ada kuliah juga jam 10.hell.udah deh gaikut kuliah jam 10, berhubung dosenjam10 itu paling ngga suka sama yang telat.

akhirnya gue buru-buru,pergi ke warnet lengkap yang untungnya deket rumah gue, dan akhirnya jadi juga tuh cd.pffiuuh...

akhirnya gue pun pergi kampus,dan begitu nyampe kampus.wadooh, rame bener...

ohiya,gue lupa kalo hari ini ada pasar sosial :)

dan akhirnya jam w&t pun tiba.kelompok-kelompok pun mulai maju. duh, koo feeling gue bilang gajd ya kelompok gue maju??

haha..bener aja gitu..KELOMPOK GUE GAJADI MAJU.

#now playing

You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real

Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

[james morrison feat. nelly furtado - broken strings ]

pucca :)

 

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!

happy new year 2010

all the best along this year,peeps !!

*cheers